If you had asked me this question years ago, I might have said no. Later on, I would have thought so and was sure I was but now I know there were just some things I could not do and others I would not want to, but I know I believed and was faithful although I did not attend church every time the door was open. So what about stewardship?
I would have to say that for a long time I considered myself a little inept or incapable. I know now I was not really called to do it all, I still don’t know a lot of technical stuff, but I love to write, and there is so much more. I learned early on in faith, not to compare myself, it surely will steal joy, in many ways. We are all different and have different gifts, but we are all not on the same pages as each other or with Jesus.
Once, you could have asked me about finances. I would have said that I was responsible and resourceful, a bargain hunter, good shopper but clueless about investing and stocks, that sort of stewardship. I have jokingly said that I had a trust fund, I had to trust God. But our Father did leave us an inheritance in Jesus. I hated He had to die and leave me His will, I was not familiar with probate court or a lot that is comparable to law and justice. That is paralleled in God’s dispensing, but we are under His grace and He is just.
I often found it hard to tithe with so little money, then I learned the truth about tithing, I was doing it other ways. The Lord had more than ten percent of my time, I invested it in what was worthwhile, I know God had so much invested in me. I didn’t have a home church, and though I sent some money to larger ministries, I never cared for the idea of getting those monthly letters, God loves a cheerful giver, but He is not a debt collector.
In fact, He owed a debt, He did not owe because we owed a debt we could not pay, it has cost Him dearly to redeem us. And I have found this so true as of late, when He has stepped into some situations for me, both physical and spiritual, He has to control it all even the purse strings, there are too many Judases waiting to accuse us.
This is how one should regard us, as servants of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God. Moreover, it is required of stewards that they be found faithful. 1 Corinthians 4:1,2 ( You might want to study the chapter. )
I thought it was interesting that Douay-Rheims, calls them dispensers. what do we all really dispense and how? Whether money, time or anything else. I never have like wasting money or food, time or anything valuable, but say that to a child or immature, even extravagant person and it means nothing. ” People are starving, clean your plate. ” The idea of saving for retirement or a rainy day gets in the way of mad money to many. And I confess, I have bought things that I thought would make me happy, but they are not long term investments.
I know Jesus taught about the parable of the talents. I wasn’t sure how I fit in that. I might not have made more, was I hiding my talent? I don’t that was it either, though God had been presented as a harsh or cruel master, I was taught differently, but not always just how to be a good steward. There is also an account of manager being dismissed and how he is shrewd, I guess I could use a few pointers on that too.
I am rethinking being a good steward, in many ways. I want to make good choices and wise decisions, which is why I am taking more time off, I never want to go through the difficulties I have had in the past, I’m trusting Him with the future.
https://biblehub.com/esv/1_corinthians/4.htm
https://biblehub.com/esv/matthew/25.htm verses 14-30
https://biblehub.com/esv/luke/16.htm
Show yourself in all respects to be a model of good works, and in your teaching show integrity, dignity, and sound speech that cannot be condemned, so that an opponent may be put to shame, having nothing evil to say about us. Titus 2:7,8
I know I can do better in many ways, am not limiting God in His ability to help me be a good steward.
Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ. For the wrongdoer will be paid back for the wrong he has done, and there is no partiality. Colossians 3:23-25
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